Her Diary

grr.

I don't really know why I feel like a million horrible things right now.

Grouchy, testy and lousy.

Frustrations seem to well up so much i feel i could burst.. I could punch the cushiest pillows and still feel so mad at being mad.

Its like being in a maze, trying to find your way out but yet losing your way while your feet is aching, and also tired and hungry.

I would just like to curl up, pout and not say a word for the next 24 hours or so.

Blame it on hormones.

To my baby girl:

You are this perfect dog, in an imperfect world.

The day I lost you I couldn't forgive myself, for I vowed to give you a home till the very end. I loved to see you sigh and stretch with contentment, cos I knew that meant you felt warm, safe and happy.

Now that you aren't by my side, every spare moment I had I prayed to all the Gods above that you be warm, safe and happy. Perhaps I need not worry, for you always had this charm and sparkle in your black button eyes that could turn any perfectly sane human into your little slave.
Perhaps that was why you haven't found your way back into my arms yet.

Bonds aren't made to be broken. We would one day meet. Wherever the place may be.

But before that happens, work your special Miffie magic and be very warm, safe, loved and happy.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

My baby girl

9 yrs Small White Maltese lost from Blk 250C Compassvale Street.(Sengkang)Last seen at Void Deck on 22 Jan (Thu) around 4pm.Family misses her greatly.If found, kindly & urgently call Esther at mobile 81189640/68816607.Reward will be given.

This is the poster that i stuck around my neighbourhood.Heartlessly torn off by some people who claimed its not legal. Checked with SPCA and its not the case. Am trying to stay positive for my gal.

Unwrapped..gifts i love!

My Xmas gift to myself! One has gotta travel in style.

Love that patent red.

My bedside companion.. a sweet lil ballerina twirling to the tune"U are my sunshine" :) such a sweet tinkling melody. I figured it looks kinda lonely so that explains Mr. blue florals..

From the babe who insists to wrap despite the very crammy pasta mania table amidst our food.. :p

An uber cute coaster! Jus what i need for my mug in office!

The statement on coaster? AGREED.

I must have been an awesome BFF huh if not why i got both the coaster & Paris Hilton pouch. :p Your handwritten cards always so full of words n heart..Still have the one on my 18th birthday onwards.

A very pleasant surprise. Purple rain tulips:)

I sprinkled water to keep them fresh and the droplets shimmer like lil diamonds on the petals. So pretty.

I wanna go sit down with pen and paper in hand for some resolutions in 2009. On hindsight, certain events are pretty much blessings in disguise.

Its a popular saying that when u fail to plan, u plan to fail. But again, some wisdom & a little flexibility for minor hiccups? Still very much needed.:)

Later.

What's Your Power Color?

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/

My result:

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest:You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

At Your Lowest:You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

In Love:You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

How You're Attractive:You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

Your Eternal Question:"Am I Respected?"

Muahaha.